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by Fist Thrower

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1.
N G B 01:38
Poor me That's all I've ever done my whole fucking life Turn away, sink my head, try to run and hide Not again Complacently running in between the only two points of view growing in my brain Any and all visions of hope have been crushed by my will to stay empty It never gets better Continuing the pattern of isolation (pattern of isolation) Look at what I've BECOME Just like you, the only thing that I swore I would never be Feeling sorry for myself at the bottom of the well The only promise that meant anything was the lonely one I could never keep
2.
I'll rip that head from your neck I'll rip that badge right off of your chest It doesn't mean shit with all that power in your head Countless innocent dead all thanks to the Red, White and Blue this is a revolt and we're starting with you Torn in two (x2) To serve and protect their best interest instead of the rest There is nothing significant about murdering the innocent Say I'm resisting Beating just to beat that's how you make a fucking living I'm disgusted by this (x2) All over the news you see this shit Step out your door and there it is another pig pushing the limits Put your teeth To the curb Beg for life Take the fucking bite Kill crooked cops Overthrow a system so overgrown Strip them of their power destroy what they are Tear the skin until the bone is shown You're not safe in your own home Power hungry you can hunt me but you are not, not above me (x2)
3.
I feel it creeping Looming in the distance History doomed to repeat unto those who didn't learn from it's lesson Last chance to turn the tide the police forces being militarized Spitting on your rights for not standing in line C o n d i t i o n e d Our entire lives to not see passed their lies What blindly passed me by has dug a splinter in my mind the all observant eye running out of time Depopulation No place to run I feel it creeping Looming in the distance how'd you miss it? History doomed to repeat unto those who didn't learn from it's lesson Instruments of war, ammo and guns stockpiled by the tons All thanks to the ones saying you deserve none of it Prelude to collapse Rise of the warrior cop An Orwellian Utopia Yet you're too occupied with the distractions they keep feeding to us and you're hungry enough to never give it up
4.
Caught in too deep Didn't think of who you'd meet Dispose of me (x2) Put me back on the shelf when you're done playing with me Disregard my health mental instability You are all the same Your promise achieved You are all the same I hope it was worth it Watch me operate Incisions into your larynx no more screaming You can't run nowhere to hide I hope it was worth it You've made your bed and now it's time to lay You've lived your whole life ready to die You are all the same Don't fuck with what you don't know Bloody knees and a burning fucking chest Blood soaked your dreams are death notes Bleed slow and just let go
5.
BAD FRUIT 02:22
Stomach filled with xanax Nose white Stuck in the mentality of a victim Care free turned into barely resembling the person you used to be Misery loves company Drag yourself down convinced it's because of me Misery loves company Your anguish set me free Spurious cries for help (attention) just let me be (x2) Your intolerance inherited the seed of sluggish thinking A thick skull your life is dull because you bring it no meaning Yet you're first to pull the trigger at the opportunity to judge and belittle Craving and begging for any attention Begging like a dog I promise you can give it a rest Barking your tongue off Did you find your happiness? We all get it (x2) You're just a little bitch If only I had known that you were such a piece of shit I guess the apple fell right by the tree, didn't it? Two thousand days and nothing but pent up regret Nothing to show Stop moving slow Know your role and shut your fucking mouth kid
6.
As I stumble back and observe the crimson flowing freely from my face I take one glance at yours and now I know I never really knew you in the first place My eyes were open but I couldn't even see all along that the truth was right in front of me Lurking in the shell you kept for it The darkest part of your mind it's resonance Hiding in plain sight Reason? Irrelevant Your eyes are closed you will never see Your eyes were closed you could never see I'll rip them out if you think you can put your hands on me again same flesh, same blood but you and I are not the same I ' v e b e e n w a i t i n g I've been waiting, clawing and scraping at what was left of all self control I will indulge at the snap of your neck and it's a sound that I have waited my whole life for I will not stop staring into your eyes until you know what you've died for I need you to know what you died for I need you to know what you died for I need you to know what you died for I need you to know what you died for
7.
Speechless Absent of motion Sensing a presence unknown Force my eyes open witnessing A calignous apparition materializing The unfathomable right in front of me Zero recollection of what I am nor origin Just the darkness appearing right before my eyes The resonating tone of terror maneuvers vigorously through the atmosphere Absent minded totally blinded by an unrelenting fear Speechless Absent of motion Sensing a presence unknown It's reaching out for me w e ' r e r e a c h i n g o u t f o r y o u Pulling me in Has my sanity been cast away? Changing forms I will never cease in this hunt after you You will always return to this realm where I'm waiting And there's nothing you can do Has my sanity been cast away? Purely villainous sensation spawns a shadow in the doorway on all fours crawling towards me Steady eye contact an ominous leap from the floor to chest Visibly decaying eyes blacked Speechless, speechless Absent of motion Absent of motion

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released February 12, 2017

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